TV-Serie: Private Practice - 5x8
We're in the back of the store.
Dad has just given me two pennies.
I liked to hide them in this big crack in the floorboards.
I'm saving them so I can buy a town.
That's what I tell my big brother Derek anyway.
Two guys come in.
They'd already pulled a gun.
They'd already taken the money.
And now they want his watch.
Hey, Coop.
Amelia?
Morning, Addie.
Let me grab some coffee, then I'll be back.
I have news.
Hey, everybody.
Coffee.
I need coffee.
Okay, I took all the coffee, but I will make a fresh pot.
Wow.
Okay, hi.
Sheldon.
Sheldon.
What?
Do you guys know already?
Was Ryan here or something?
I'm engaged.
Hello!
Whoa.
What the hell was that?
We called the police.
And every hospital in L.A.
And the morgue.
Why?
Because we thought you were dead.
Why would you think I was dead?
Because no one has seen you.
What are you talking about?
I miss a couple of days of work and suddenly I'm...
12.
What?
You missed 12 days of work.
No one has seen you in 12 days.
12 days?
Amelia.
What are you on?
What are you talking about?
Are you high right now?
Private Practice S05E08-E09 "Who We Are"-"The Breaking Point" Subtitulos.es ==DIFUNDE LA PALABRA== Look, okay...
I was...
On drugs.
I was.
I slipped.
I went on kind of a bender, and it...
Well, it was scary.
It was really scary.
For a minute, I thought, um, I thought I was going over the edge.
And then even Ryan got worried about me.
He says there's partying and then there's...
What I was doing was scary.
So he dragged me to a meeting...
many meetings, a lot of meetings...
and I am so grateful to him for that because he helped me.
You know, he helped.
And I didn't realize that it was 12 days, and I can just imagine what all of you thought, and I am so sorry that you thought I was dead.
Addie, I am so sorry, but that's what I was doing.
I was going to meetings and I was getting right with my higher power and I was just being sober every day.
You're okay?
I'm okay.
I mean, I'm gonna have to go to two or three meetings a day for as long as it takes, but I'm good.
I swear.
I was lucky.
Oh, I was so worried about you.
I know.
Thank you for worrying.
But you didn't need to.
Ryan saved me.
I mean, he helped.
Now apparently, I have a lot of work to catch up on, so I will talk to you guys later.
Oh, that's a relief.
I know.
I thought that, uh...
she's lying.
She is lying.
Charlotte, she...
she seemed okay to me.
That's because you're not an addict.
She didn't seem strung out.
You'd be surprised at how adept an addict can be at hiding their addiction.
I toyed with the idea of specializing in addiction before I chose fertility.
We have to do something.
If she's lying.
Charlotte...
Is it...
Possible...
I mean, is it just possible, given your history, that you're blowing this out of proportion?
Because of my history, I know the games, the secrets, and the lies.
And I am telling you, that girl is using.
� Oh � ah � ain't nobody � ain't nobody � no, ooh I've never been in love.
� Ooh I've loved...
My mother, my brother, my sisters, friends...
� Oh my father.
� That's the way it was I've loved, I've been loved.
� It happened so naturally I mean, I'm not saying...
I know what love is.
I just...
� Holdin' me close I've never been in love.
I've never...
I love you.
� oh, oh, oh, oh � ain't nobody � nobody I'm in love with you, okay?
can make me feel this way Don't freak out or leave me.
Do you want to get married?
Are you serious?
I mean, we can't get married.
I mean, that's insane.
It's not.
Amelia, I'll never leave you.
I'm in love with you, too.
� No surprise Oh, my God.
We're getting married?
You have to say yes.
loves me better Yes.
Yes.
� This way Yes.
Yes.
ain't nobody � loves me better � no, no, there ain't no � ain't nobody � ain't nobody, no, no, no oh Coop.
Yeah.
Come take these from me, please.
She's in the parking lot.
Hey.
Morning.
Can we talk to you for a minute?
Who's we?
Hello.
Hi, Amelia.
I'm Lenny.
Does she have a brain tumor, a giant carcinoma that she wants me to excise?
That had better be what is going on here, because...
Amelia, everybody here cares about you, and they'd like you to stay and listen to what they have to say.
Will you do that?
An intervention?
An intervention?
Okay.
You know what?
I have patients to see.
There are no patients coming today.
Today is about you.
Are you freaking kidding me?
Amelia...
Doctor.
Dr.
Shepherd, and I know how an intervention works.
You're not the one who talks.
You are just the party planner.
One of you...
one of you is supposed to have the guts to speak up instead of hiding behind this chick.
One of you has to have the balls to say something to me.
Do you?
Any of you?
Okay.
Great intervention.
I have been intervened upon.
I will see you tomorrow.
I'm not letting you leave.
Sheldon.
I'm not letting you leave.
Addison.
She's upset.
She has a right to be upset.
Addison...
She thinks she's being ambushed.
I'm just saying that I'm not sure this is the right way to go.
Do you want to do this?
Then you can.
You can do this.
Amelia, get off the elevator.
Screw both of you.
If you don't get off the elevator, I will fire you.
Then I quit.
Amelia...
Amelia, get off the elevator, or I'll call the police on you.
And tell them what?
And tell them you've been writing prescriptions for your own personal drug use.
You don't know what you're talking about.
Yeah, actually, I do.
Okay.
Fine.
I will stay at the practice.
Amelia...
I said I would stay at the practice.
I did not say I would hang out with you.
This isn't working.
A united front.
She just walked out.
So go after her.
You have to be in this.
You can't just come along for the ride.
There are times that you're gonna have to steer the ship.
We're using sailing...
Metaphors now?
I mean, can I just...
what are the qualifications for this anyway?
Are you even...
I mean, is there a certification for this?
Are you qualified to do this?
Addison...
we all agreed.
Fine.
I'll go.
Look, I know...
This is...
Would you just listen to what everyone has to say?
Addison, I got sober young.
And then I spent the bulk of my 20s in a library, studying my ass off...
college, med school, residency, neuro fellowship.
So now I wanted to have some fun.
I made a mistake, and now I'm fine.
I would think you'd get that.
I do.
I get that.
But...
you are an addict, Amelia.
You down a bottle of wine with every meal.
You drink when you're happy and when you're sad and when it's Tuesday.
Should we do an intervention about your alcoholism?
I don't have a problem.
That's the difference here.
I don't need to drink.
I haven't had a drink in months.
Yeah, because the only thing you're more addicted to than booze is having a baby, which is sad, because, hell, you're friggin' barren.
You waited too long, and your junk dried up, and you've ruined any man who would want to even consider impregnating you.
Poor Derek.
Poor mark.
You aborted his kid, right?
And now you've got Sam, and at least he's smart enough to not want to try and breed with you, because let's be honest...
not even Rosemary's baby would want to live amongst the tumbleweeds in your uterus.
Mm.
Amelia...
Dude, seriously?
I barely know you.
What are you even doing here?
You're right.
You don't know me.
I'm here because we all agreed we would be here.
And I'm here because you don't get how lonely most people are.
See, most people, they just go to work.
They go to work, they come home, maybe they have friends.
But on any given day, they're not sharing as much or caring as much or giving as much as all of you give to each other on a...
on an average Wednesday.
So, yes, you're right, I don't know you.
But I know that you have a family here and I see that you're destroying it.
If you continue down this path, you won't just go down alone, Amelia.
You'll take all the people that love you down with you.
What do we do now?
Do we just, like, leave, or is it...
Coop.
No, I'm just saying, she's not listening.
She's not listening.
I'm not in favor of this.
Research shows that group confrontational strategies with alcohol and drug abusers do not work.
She's going to go into withdrawal soon.
What?
She's using.
At a certain point, she's going to go into withdrawal.
That's our chance.
We just have to keep her here till that happens.
Yeah, but she's not high right now.
Yes, she is.
No, she's not.
She is.
She is.
She'll be coming through those doors any minute.
Her high will be on its way out, and we stand between her and getting out of here to get more drugs.
She'll be a little bit sweaty, irritable, twitchy, tweaking.
My guess is, she's an oxy girl?
Nothing like oxycodone to turn a nice girl into bitch on wheels.
Any minute...
She's coming through those doors.
Whatever you have to say, spit it out so I can go.
I don't have all day.
My watch?
No.
You have the money.
Just take it and go.
Just...
go.
Shh.
My mom gave my dad that watch.
It was a symbol of their life together...
Of how much she loved him.
Okay.
Okay.
Everyone's gonna take turns talking now.
And they're all here because they want to help you.
So try to keep that in mind.
This is not about anyone judging you.
This is...
okay, lady.
You have clearly never met these people.
Amelia...
fine.
Who's talking first?
Perfect.
Shrink talk.
My favorite.
So, um, we're not...
we're not close, so I don't have anything personal to...
Uh, I was just gonna ask you if you're feeling okay.
You're sweating and your foot is shaking.
And you're aging and your husband hates you.
So, you know, things could be worse for me.
A-Amelia...
it's okay.
Pete.
It's okay.
She's scared.
She's lashing out.
I've had patients that are angrier than you and sicker than you, so I can take it.
Awesome.
Are you lookin' for applause, as usual?
Amelia...
it's okay, Pete.
No, I-it's not okay.
Honestly, Pete, all I have been able to think since I saved your pathetic life is, was it worth it?
'Cause you're kind of a tool.
I mean, maybe saving you was a waste of my energy.
Maybe it was a waste of my mad, mad surgical skills.
Maybe you're a waste of life.
Maybe angel-of-death dude should call it a day and swallow some pills yourself.
What do you say, cross on over to the other side?
It'd give your wife some great material for her next book, and she'd love that.
That's her thing...
raping her personal experiences for attention.
Oops.
Did I say rape?
Sorry, Charlotte.
Oh, my God.
Are you okay?
Yeah.
Are you?
Yeah.
Oh.
She's like a dog.
She's like...
She's like a cornered dog.
She's like a cornered, injured...
Rabid...
Rabid dog.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh.
You two all right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Did she shoot anyone yet?
Not yet.
Look, I can't ask everyone, because we're in the middle of it, but...
I think it's time.
Violet?
Why is it all on me?
You're the shrink.
Do it.
Is this all there is, your big intervention...
just screwed up people telling me how screwed up I am?
Because last I checked, I'm a world-class neurosurgeon with a near-perfect surgical record.
So if you want to intervene, fine.
I can go all day.
Can you?
Go all day?
Are we talking in riddles now?
Are you the riddler?
Are you riddling me stuff right now?
Because I might need a pen to write this down.
I gotta admit, I'm kind of loving you right now.
I am loving you.
You are winning better than Charlie Sheen...
As long as I overlook the fact that you're a giant oxy addict who's killing herself.
Everyone here is in agreement.
You will no longer be enabled.
Enabled?
Is that one of your special S.A.T.
Words?
I'll change the locks.
Until you get help, I'll change the locks.
You can't live at my house anymore.
I will change the locks.
I will throw you out.
Then I will call in your mother and your brother and your sisters, and then I will call the medical board and report you, because I love you, Amelia, but I will not love you to death.
Water?
Bupe.
Nice little drug.
You dissolve it in water.
It'll make withdrawal symptoms go away immediately.
It'll also prevent any drugs from getting me high for 72 hours.
Excellent work.
Big pharma has done us all a favor.
Amelia, please.
It could help you.
It'll at least give you a chance to hear us without being high, without going through withdrawal.
I told you, I'm drug free.
I have been for five days.
I am not going through withdrawal.
I'm clean.
Well, then take the bupe.
Amelia, we all love you.
It...
It'll help you feel better.
Give it a shot.
Then we can talk you through this.
Please.
You want me to stay and listen so that I can get sober?
Yes.
Okay.
Fine.
Get me some oxy.
Score me some oxy...
And then I will stay as long as you want.
Why don't you come back to bed?
I want to give you something...
'Cause we're engaged.
I didn't give you anything.
You give me love.
And you'll give me a ring...
At some point, when we put on clothes and leave this room.
Here it is.
It was my dad's.
My mom saved up for three years to buy it.
� Baby, ain't no way You like it?
This is amazing.
I-I love it.
Amelia, you don't have to...
You give me love.
And you don't judge, or try to change me.
And you make me feel...
Beautiful.
� 'Cause I got days and days � oh, days and days of love Come back to bed.
Let's get high first, okay?
Okay.
� Days and days of love If she gets on that elevator, it's over.
She can't leave.
We lose her if she leaves.
Are we seriously considering doing this?
Okay, what if...
what if we make her worse?
We don't know what's in her system already.
We could cause an overdose.
We're talking about giving her 40 milligrams of oxycodone, not shooting her up with heroin.
Look, we're eight doctors in a medical office.
She'll be more than monitored.
No, no.
We're not doing this.
We're...
we're not supporting her drug habit.
Just because she lacks discipline and...
and is acting like a child...
She is an addict.
She has a disease.
It's a disease, Sam.
Okay, all right.
Well, I think we should take a vote.
All those in favor of giving her oxy?
Seriously?
Just me.
I don't...
I shouldn't vote.
Thank you.
Who else?
I mean, I'm here to support Addison.
If she votes for drugs, I'll vote for drugs.
Thank you.
Who else?
I think it's dangerous.
You people...
You have no idea what you're doing to her.
And you.
What kind of doctor are you?
You should know better.
Hey.
Look, we have a difference of opinion, all right?
It happens around here all the time.
You're about a century behind in your thinking.
You think addicts should, what, be locked up, institutionalized instead of treated?
I think that Amelia should take responsibility for her actions.
You think Pete should take responsibility for his heart attack?
Uh, that's not the same thing.
Why not?
Because Pete has heart disease.
Amelia has a disease, too.
That's your opinion.
Look...
Jake, we both know that that is up for debate in the medical community, all right?
The whole disease model comes from A.A., where the first thing they try to do is get people to admit that they're powerless against their addiction.
Because drugs function differently in their bodies.
Addiction is a threefold disease.
It's a "disease" that doesn't fire up unless you take the drugs.
Amelia has control over that, right?
I mean, she made a choice the first time she took those drugs, just like she has a choice today.
Wow.
You think people choose that misery?
You think they...
you think they choose that life?
You think they want to be licking drugs off of bathroom floors and neglecting their kids and destroying their husbands and killing themselves?
You think anyone who is not in the throes of a disease would consciously do that to themselves?
Is that what you think?
Jake.
What?
Are you okay?
Do you want to talk?
No.
You think it'd be all right if, uh...
Yeah, yeah, there's lots of us in there.
I guess I hit a nerve.
Yeah, well...
There's a lot of those flying around today.
Kinda hard to avoid.
We should probably get back in there.
Do we have to? "
You are someone's child, Amelia.
That's all I keep thinking."
"I don't care how old you are, you are always someone's child. "
I work with kids all day.
I see that love.
I have to give news to parents every day"... "
Leukemia, cancer, kids with diseases..."
Give me my drugs.
I want my drugs.
Give me my drugs.
I want my drugs.
Give me my drugs. "
Kids with diseases..."
What do we want?
Drugs. "
There's no worse news."
When do we want 'em?
Now.
What do we want?
Drugs. "
It's killing me to see what this disease is doing to you.
When do we want 'em?
Now.
What do we want?
Drugs. "
There are things that you could do to treat your disease"...
When do we want 'em?
Now. "
And get your life back"...
What do we want?
Drugs. "
And you're not doing them."
When do we want 'em?
Now. "
You owe it to the people who love you to try to get well.
What do we want?
Drugs.
When do we want 'em?
Now.
You at least have to try, because you are someone's kid and because you're my friend.
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen!
My next show will be in five minutes!
Addison, where are you going?
What does she want?
Drugs.
When does she want them?
Now.
We agreed that we wouldn't.
I didn't.
I didn't agree.
Addison...
That...
that thing in there?
That used to be a person, okay?
And she was sweet and she was funny, and I took her to get her ears pierced, and I-I-I-I did her hair for her for prom, and I told her all about birth control when she didn't know who to ask, and we were sisters, you know?
We were closer than sisters.
Now she's...
That used to be Amelia Shepherd.
That used to be someone that I love, and I want her back.
And if it means me giving her some oxy so she can shut up and listen, so she doesn't get on that elevator?
Great.
Fine.
I'll be her drug dealer.
I just want her back.
Where are you going?
To get the keys to the drug dispensary.
Outta my way, Sam.
You have a tough life?
Everybody's life is tough.
Life comes with pain.
Sometimes that pain is unthinkable, but that...
that's no excuse to throw it away like this.
Everybody here has been through hell and back...
Pete, Violet, Charlotte.
We're not using.
I swear to God, Sam...
Shut up!
You want to stop being a drug ad...
you...
This is how you stop being a drug addict.
Stop using drugs!
Grow up!
Take some responsibility for yourself.
That's my girl.
Addie...
Gotta love that woman of yours, Sam.
Of course, we all know you can't commit, so maybe you don't gotta, but I do.
Addison...
we talked about this.
Absolutely not.
What the hell are you thinking?
She's thinking that Amelia's in trouble, and if we let her leave...
Thank you, Addison.
Oh, no.
Here.
What?
You want to do your drugs, you do 'em here, in front of all these people who care about you.
Show them who you really are.
Or don't do the drugs at all, and show them who you want to be.
It's your choice.
Ahh.
Sure as I'm sitting here, if you keep up at this, you're gonna kill someone.
You're gonna walk into some O.R., you're gonna get behind the wheel of a car...
You're gonna kill someone, Amelia.
That's where this goes.
And when you do...
When you do that, you don't come back from it.
Maybe you get sober...
But you don't come back.
You spend every day trying to be a better person, trying to save a life, trying to make it right.
But you can't give that mother back her child or that husband back his wife.
You walk and you talk and you breathe, and sometimes you even smile or laugh...
But you don't come back.
Okay, I gotta ask.
What is the point of this now?
She's so high, she can't even listen to us.
I'm listening.
What Charlotte said was very beautiful...
And real.
And I worry about that.
I do.
Just give us 30 days...
30 days to get you clean and sober...
then you can start over again.
A clean slate.
That sounds nice, but I...
I don't think I can do it.
Oh, you can.
You can.
I know you can.
We'll help you.
I'll help you.
Amelia, please.
There's a great rehab facility.
They have a bed waiting for you.
It's...
it's right near the ocean.
Will you come, too?
I'll come see you every day.
I'll...
I will.
I'll be there.
I'll be there.
Yeah, I will.
Ryan.
Oof.
Oh!
You need to go.
Sam...
No.
He's gotta go.
Leave.
Ryan and I are getting married.
Now.
Don't speak to him like that.
You realize...
you'll never get sober if you stay with him, ever.
Amelia's addiction is not Ryan's fault.
As a matter of fact, Ryan, if you want to get sober, we'll help you, too.
No, no, we won't.
Yes, we will, if that's what it takes.
No, our commitment, our concern is for Amelia.
I know, and she will do better if the person she loves is also in the program, is getting sober as well.
There's studies on this.
Sheldon, back me up.
Okay, I just think we need to discuss this before we s...
I think what Violet and Lenny said is right.
I believe we can help anyone who wants to get sober.
He didn't say he wants to get sober.
You gave him your father's watch?
Amelia.
Amelia, look at me.
It's his engagement present.
It's your father's watch.
Leave me alone.
Maybe just give her a little bit of space...
This is none of your business!
I am speaking to my sister!
I'm not your sister.
Look at this.
You took this from your mother?
Do you know how that's gonna make her feel?
Okay, let's, everyone, calm down.
What is the significance of the watch?
Nothing.
It's a watch.
Amelia.
My mom gave it to my dad for their anniversary one year.
That is not the significance.
Addison...
It's not, and you know it's not, Sam.
Amelia.
Two guys came into her father's store when she was 5 year...
Shut up!
Whoa.
You do not tell that story!
That is not your story!
He was not your dad!
He was my dad!
You shut your mouth!
Shut up, you stupid, ignorant monster bitch!
You do not tell that story.
You do not ever tell that story.
You ever tell that story to anyone...
And I will kill you with my bare hands.
Let's go.
I want to go.
Come on.
Please...
Stay.
Sheldon...
I will never love you back.
You get that, right?
It was nice to see you all.
Hope to see you all again real soon when things calm down.
We're in the back of the store.
Dad has just given me two pennies.
Two guys come in.
We can hear them talking.
But we don't pay attention until dad yells.
Shh.
Two guys shot my dad for his watch.
Your...
your friends, um...
No one's ever tried to save me like that.
No one's ever cared enough.
And I've never been around anyone like you before.
You make me want...
Your mom gave your dad this watch for their anniversary.
I want to have anniversaries with you, lots of 'em, and kids.
If we were sober, we could have kids, and a life.
We could have a life, too.
You want kids?
We'd have to be clean.
My father was a cokehead, and I won't...
I...
I can't.
We have to be clean.
Okay.
Do you want to get sober with me?
Yeah.
Let's get sober together.
This is great.
This is gonna be so great.
It is.
I can get the names of some rehab places, and we go in together and we go out together.
This is a commitment.
This is important.
Can you do this?
'Cause if you can't, we can al...
I can do it.
I can.
We should probably flush these.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Or...
One last time?
I don't...
I don't know.
Okay.
Okay, flush 'em.
One last time.
So how many kids do you want?
Three.
Two boys...
And a girl.
How about four?
Two boys, two girls...
that way, no one gets lonely.
Deal?
Deal.
You are so gorgeous.
What now?
Now you have to cut her off.
When Amelia calls, and she will call, unless she's ready for help, you don't give her a ride.
You don't give her money or a place to stay or her job back.
The only call you can respond to is Amelia calling you for help to get off drugs.
That's it.
It's up to her now.
This was a bad idea.
This is what works.
But it didn't work.
She's out on the street.
Doing God knows what.
Yeah, with Ryan.
We lost her.
No, I lost her.
I lost her.
You don't know that.
We started something for her today.
Progress was made.
You may not see it.
Sometimes it takes time.
Results aren't always immediate.
Sometimes...
an addict actually has to hit rock bottom.
Amelia snorting oxycodone off the reception desk doesn't qualify as rock bottom?
15 years, 3 months, and 4 days ago, I took my 5-year-old son to the park.
He was on the swings, having so much fun.
It was a beautiful day.
The sun was shining.
He had other kids to play with.
We had all afternoon.
He was on the swings.
He was okay.
I knew he was, 'cause I could hear him laughing as I was shooting the tenner of heroin I had on me.
I passed out.
I came to an hour or so later, and my son was gone.
They never found him.
� I don't understand Honey, that is rock bottom.
� You She called last week and invited me to come for a visit.
And she actually suggested that I-I stay in the dorm room down the hall.
Can you see it?
Me and a bunch of college freshmen doing what, beer bongs?
I told her, look, I'll come, but I'm gonna stay at the four seasons.
She misses you.
But...
I don't want you to worry, 'cause I'm taking care of her.
And I know she's yours, I know that...
She's not mine.
She has a real dad.
But...
That guy, Lily, man...
There's nothing real about him.
I miss you.
I miss you, too.
Still.
Every day.
� Well, I found you out But, you know, for the first time since you...
Since you left, I found some people that, um...
Well, I got a job that...
I like it.
I like these people.
I like this job.
I'm less...
I feel less alone.
� Someone to love you I hope you're not alone, baby.
I hope that, uh...
� Someone to love you I hope you found some peace.
� When you look at me I remember that...
Whenever you were trying to get clean, you...
You used to eat crullers...
a lot of crullers.
� Well, I found you out � discovered your secrets I hope you're clean, baby.
� Oh, honey � it ain't a sin I brought you some crullers.
� You � Need someone to love you � you need someone to hold you � tonight Ryan.
� Love you Ryan?
Ryan?
� Oh, someone to love you Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
� Yeah Ryan!
Ma'am, do you know where you are?
Can you give me your name?
� ...Help to be Four kids.
Two boys, two girls.
You can't die, because we're getting clean and we're having a family.
Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan?
� Ooh Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
� But you � you need someone to love you Don't touch him!
We're getting married.
We're getting married.
Two guys shot my dad for his watch.
I've never told anyone that before.
� Someone to love you � someone to love you Ma'am, is there anyone you want me to call?
� Someone to love you Call Dr.
Addison Forbes Montgomery.
Tell her I said I'm ready to go to rehab.
I know you're scared.
But it's just 50 days.
It's the best thing for you.
I'm Amelia Shepherd.
I'm checking in.
Amelia's mom, she's as good as it gets.
She is as good as a mother gets.
And it's hard to fathom that you can do everything right, and you still can't control what happens to your kid.
They could still end up in staggering amount of pain, in rehab, fighting for their life.
It's just hard to wrap your head around when you think you might be pregnant.
Your recovery experience...
Is our top priority.
We provide a positive and a nurturing environment as you embark on your addiction treatment.
You'll start in the detox wing, and then we'll move you to a regular room, and you'll be assigned a therapist separate from group therapy, which means every afternoon.
Amelia?
Amelia.
Amelia, can you hear me?
It's gonna get worse before it gets better.
But I swear, it gets better.
Okay?
And if you're hiding any other drugs, now would be a good time to hand them over.
They're gonna find them anyway when you hit the detox bed.
The man
Dad has just given me two pennies.
I liked to hide them in this big crack in the floorboards.
I'm saving them so I can buy a town.
That's what I tell my big brother Derek anyway.
Two guys come in.
They'd already pulled a gun.
They'd already taken the money.
And now they want his watch.
Hey, Coop.
Amelia?
Morning, Addie.
Let me grab some coffee, then I'll be back.
I have news.
Hey, everybody.
Coffee.
I need coffee.
Okay, I took all the coffee, but I will make a fresh pot.
Wow.
Okay, hi.
Sheldon.
Sheldon.
What?
Do you guys know already?
Was Ryan here or something?
I'm engaged.
Hello!
Whoa.
What the hell was that?
We called the police.
And every hospital in L.A.
And the morgue.
Why?
Because we thought you were dead.
Why would you think I was dead?
Because no one has seen you.
What are you talking about?
I miss a couple of days of work and suddenly I'm...
12.
What?
You missed 12 days of work.
No one has seen you in 12 days.
12 days?
Amelia.
What are you on?
What are you talking about?
Are you high right now?
Private Practice S05E08-E09 "Who We Are"-"The Breaking Point" Subtitulos.es ==DIFUNDE LA PALABRA== Look, okay...
I was...
On drugs.
I was.
I slipped.
I went on kind of a bender, and it...
Well, it was scary.
It was really scary.
For a minute, I thought, um, I thought I was going over the edge.
And then even Ryan got worried about me.
He says there's partying and then there's...
What I was doing was scary.
So he dragged me to a meeting...
many meetings, a lot of meetings...
and I am so grateful to him for that because he helped me.
You know, he helped.
And I didn't realize that it was 12 days, and I can just imagine what all of you thought, and I am so sorry that you thought I was dead.
Addie, I am so sorry, but that's what I was doing.
I was going to meetings and I was getting right with my higher power and I was just being sober every day.
You're okay?
I'm okay.
I mean, I'm gonna have to go to two or three meetings a day for as long as it takes, but I'm good.
I swear.
I was lucky.
Oh, I was so worried about you.
I know.
Thank you for worrying.
But you didn't need to.
Ryan saved me.
I mean, he helped.
Now apparently, I have a lot of work to catch up on, so I will talk to you guys later.
Oh, that's a relief.
I know.
I thought that, uh...
she's lying.
She is lying.
Charlotte, she...
she seemed okay to me.
That's because you're not an addict.
She didn't seem strung out.
You'd be surprised at how adept an addict can be at hiding their addiction.
I toyed with the idea of specializing in addiction before I chose fertility.
We have to do something.
If she's lying.
Charlotte...
Is it...
Possible...
I mean, is it just possible, given your history, that you're blowing this out of proportion?
Because of my history, I know the games, the secrets, and the lies.
And I am telling you, that girl is using.
� Oh � ah � ain't nobody � ain't nobody � no, ooh I've never been in love.
� Ooh I've loved...
My mother, my brother, my sisters, friends...
� Oh my father.
� That's the way it was I've loved, I've been loved.
� It happened so naturally I mean, I'm not saying...
I know what love is.
I just...
� Holdin' me close I've never been in love.
I've never...
I love you.
� oh, oh, oh, oh � ain't nobody � nobody I'm in love with you, okay?
can make me feel this way Don't freak out or leave me.
Do you want to get married?
Are you serious?
I mean, we can't get married.
I mean, that's insane.
It's not.
Amelia, I'll never leave you.
I'm in love with you, too.
� No surprise Oh, my God.
We're getting married?
You have to say yes.
loves me better Yes.
Yes.
� This way Yes.
Yes.
ain't nobody � loves me better � no, no, there ain't no � ain't nobody � ain't nobody, no, no, no oh Coop.
Yeah.
Come take these from me, please.
She's in the parking lot.
Hey.
Morning.
Can we talk to you for a minute?
Who's we?
Hello.
Hi, Amelia.
I'm Lenny.
Does she have a brain tumor, a giant carcinoma that she wants me to excise?
That had better be what is going on here, because...
Amelia, everybody here cares about you, and they'd like you to stay and listen to what they have to say.
Will you do that?
An intervention?
An intervention?
Okay.
You know what?
I have patients to see.
There are no patients coming today.
Today is about you.
Are you freaking kidding me?
Amelia...
Doctor.
Dr.
Shepherd, and I know how an intervention works.
You're not the one who talks.
You are just the party planner.
One of you...
one of you is supposed to have the guts to speak up instead of hiding behind this chick.
One of you has to have the balls to say something to me.
Do you?
Any of you?
Okay.
Great intervention.
I have been intervened upon.
I will see you tomorrow.
I'm not letting you leave.
Sheldon.
I'm not letting you leave.
Addison.
She's upset.
She has a right to be upset.
Addison...
She thinks she's being ambushed.
I'm just saying that I'm not sure this is the right way to go.
Do you want to do this?
Then you can.
You can do this.
Amelia, get off the elevator.
Screw both of you.
If you don't get off the elevator, I will fire you.
Then I quit.
Amelia...
Amelia, get off the elevator, or I'll call the police on you.
And tell them what?
And tell them you've been writing prescriptions for your own personal drug use.
You don't know what you're talking about.
Yeah, actually, I do.
Okay.
Fine.
I will stay at the practice.
Amelia...
I said I would stay at the practice.
I did not say I would hang out with you.
This isn't working.
A united front.
She just walked out.
So go after her.
You have to be in this.
You can't just come along for the ride.
There are times that you're gonna have to steer the ship.
We're using sailing...
Metaphors now?
I mean, can I just...
what are the qualifications for this anyway?
Are you even...
I mean, is there a certification for this?
Are you qualified to do this?
Addison...
we all agreed.
Fine.
I'll go.
Look, I know...
This is...
Would you just listen to what everyone has to say?
Addison, I got sober young.
And then I spent the bulk of my 20s in a library, studying my ass off...
college, med school, residency, neuro fellowship.
So now I wanted to have some fun.
I made a mistake, and now I'm fine.
I would think you'd get that.
I do.
I get that.
But...
you are an addict, Amelia.
You down a bottle of wine with every meal.
You drink when you're happy and when you're sad and when it's Tuesday.
Should we do an intervention about your alcoholism?
I don't have a problem.
That's the difference here.
I don't need to drink.
I haven't had a drink in months.
Yeah, because the only thing you're more addicted to than booze is having a baby, which is sad, because, hell, you're friggin' barren.
You waited too long, and your junk dried up, and you've ruined any man who would want to even consider impregnating you.
Poor Derek.
Poor mark.
You aborted his kid, right?
And now you've got Sam, and at least he's smart enough to not want to try and breed with you, because let's be honest...
not even Rosemary's baby would want to live amongst the tumbleweeds in your uterus.
Mm.
Amelia...
Dude, seriously?
I barely know you.
What are you even doing here?
You're right.
You don't know me.
I'm here because we all agreed we would be here.
And I'm here because you don't get how lonely most people are.
See, most people, they just go to work.
They go to work, they come home, maybe they have friends.
But on any given day, they're not sharing as much or caring as much or giving as much as all of you give to each other on a...
on an average Wednesday.
So, yes, you're right, I don't know you.
But I know that you have a family here and I see that you're destroying it.
If you continue down this path, you won't just go down alone, Amelia.
You'll take all the people that love you down with you.
What do we do now?
Do we just, like, leave, or is it...
Coop.
No, I'm just saying, she's not listening.
She's not listening.
I'm not in favor of this.
Research shows that group confrontational strategies with alcohol and drug abusers do not work.
She's going to go into withdrawal soon.
What?
She's using.
At a certain point, she's going to go into withdrawal.
That's our chance.
We just have to keep her here till that happens.
Yeah, but she's not high right now.
Yes, she is.
No, she's not.
She is.
She is.
She'll be coming through those doors any minute.
Her high will be on its way out, and we stand between her and getting out of here to get more drugs.
She'll be a little bit sweaty, irritable, twitchy, tweaking.
My guess is, she's an oxy girl?
Nothing like oxycodone to turn a nice girl into bitch on wheels.
Any minute...
She's coming through those doors.
Whatever you have to say, spit it out so I can go.
I don't have all day.
My watch?
No.
You have the money.
Just take it and go.
Just...
go.
Shh.
My mom gave my dad that watch.
It was a symbol of their life together...
Of how much she loved him.
Okay.
Okay.
Everyone's gonna take turns talking now.
And they're all here because they want to help you.
So try to keep that in mind.
This is not about anyone judging you.
This is...
okay, lady.
You have clearly never met these people.
Amelia...
fine.
Who's talking first?
Perfect.
Shrink talk.
My favorite.
So, um, we're not...
we're not close, so I don't have anything personal to...
Uh, I was just gonna ask you if you're feeling okay.
You're sweating and your foot is shaking.
And you're aging and your husband hates you.
So, you know, things could be worse for me.
A-Amelia...
it's okay.
Pete.
It's okay.
She's scared.
She's lashing out.
I've had patients that are angrier than you and sicker than you, so I can take it.
Awesome.
Are you lookin' for applause, as usual?
Amelia...
it's okay, Pete.
No, I-it's not okay.
Honestly, Pete, all I have been able to think since I saved your pathetic life is, was it worth it?
'Cause you're kind of a tool.
I mean, maybe saving you was a waste of my energy.
Maybe it was a waste of my mad, mad surgical skills.
Maybe you're a waste of life.
Maybe angel-of-death dude should call it a day and swallow some pills yourself.
What do you say, cross on over to the other side?
It'd give your wife some great material for her next book, and she'd love that.
That's her thing...
raping her personal experiences for attention.
Oops.
Did I say rape?
Sorry, Charlotte.
Oh, my God.
Are you okay?
Yeah.
Are you?
Yeah.
Oh.
She's like a dog.
She's like...
She's like a cornered dog.
She's like a cornered, injured...
Rabid...
Rabid dog.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh.
Oh.
You two all right?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Did she shoot anyone yet?
Not yet.
Look, I can't ask everyone, because we're in the middle of it, but...
I think it's time.
Violet?
Why is it all on me?
You're the shrink.
Do it.
Is this all there is, your big intervention...
just screwed up people telling me how screwed up I am?
Because last I checked, I'm a world-class neurosurgeon with a near-perfect surgical record.
So if you want to intervene, fine.
I can go all day.
Can you?
Go all day?
Are we talking in riddles now?
Are you the riddler?
Are you riddling me stuff right now?
Because I might need a pen to write this down.
I gotta admit, I'm kind of loving you right now.
I am loving you.
You are winning better than Charlie Sheen...
As long as I overlook the fact that you're a giant oxy addict who's killing herself.
Everyone here is in agreement.
You will no longer be enabled.
Enabled?
Is that one of your special S.A.T.
Words?
I'll change the locks.
Until you get help, I'll change the locks.
You can't live at my house anymore.
I will change the locks.
I will throw you out.
Then I will call in your mother and your brother and your sisters, and then I will call the medical board and report you, because I love you, Amelia, but I will not love you to death.
Water?
Bupe.
Nice little drug.
You dissolve it in water.
It'll make withdrawal symptoms go away immediately.
It'll also prevent any drugs from getting me high for 72 hours.
Excellent work.
Big pharma has done us all a favor.
Amelia, please.
It could help you.
It'll at least give you a chance to hear us without being high, without going through withdrawal.
I told you, I'm drug free.
I have been for five days.
I am not going through withdrawal.
I'm clean.
Well, then take the bupe.
Amelia, we all love you.
It...
It'll help you feel better.
Give it a shot.
Then we can talk you through this.
Please.
You want me to stay and listen so that I can get sober?
Yes.
Okay.
Fine.
Get me some oxy.
Score me some oxy...
And then I will stay as long as you want.
Why don't you come back to bed?
I want to give you something...
'Cause we're engaged.
I didn't give you anything.
You give me love.
And you'll give me a ring...
At some point, when we put on clothes and leave this room.
Here it is.
It was my dad's.
My mom saved up for three years to buy it.
� Baby, ain't no way You like it?
This is amazing.
I-I love it.
Amelia, you don't have to...
You give me love.
And you don't judge, or try to change me.
And you make me feel...
Beautiful.
� 'Cause I got days and days � oh, days and days of love Come back to bed.
Let's get high first, okay?
Okay.
� Days and days of love If she gets on that elevator, it's over.
She can't leave.
We lose her if she leaves.
Are we seriously considering doing this?
Okay, what if...
what if we make her worse?
We don't know what's in her system already.
We could cause an overdose.
We're talking about giving her 40 milligrams of oxycodone, not shooting her up with heroin.
Look, we're eight doctors in a medical office.
She'll be more than monitored.
No, no.
We're not doing this.
We're...
we're not supporting her drug habit.
Just because she lacks discipline and...
and is acting like a child...
She is an addict.
She has a disease.
It's a disease, Sam.
Okay, all right.
Well, I think we should take a vote.
All those in favor of giving her oxy?
Seriously?
Just me.
I don't...
I shouldn't vote.
Thank you.
Who else?
I mean, I'm here to support Addison.
If she votes for drugs, I'll vote for drugs.
Thank you.
Who else?
I think it's dangerous.
You people...
You have no idea what you're doing to her.
And you.
What kind of doctor are you?
You should know better.
Hey.
Look, we have a difference of opinion, all right?
It happens around here all the time.
You're about a century behind in your thinking.
You think addicts should, what, be locked up, institutionalized instead of treated?
I think that Amelia should take responsibility for her actions.
You think Pete should take responsibility for his heart attack?
Uh, that's not the same thing.
Why not?
Because Pete has heart disease.
Amelia has a disease, too.
That's your opinion.
Look...
Jake, we both know that that is up for debate in the medical community, all right?
The whole disease model comes from A.A., where the first thing they try to do is get people to admit that they're powerless against their addiction.
Because drugs function differently in their bodies.
Addiction is a threefold disease.
It's a "disease" that doesn't fire up unless you take the drugs.
Amelia has control over that, right?
I mean, she made a choice the first time she took those drugs, just like she has a choice today.
Wow.
You think people choose that misery?
You think they...
you think they choose that life?
You think they want to be licking drugs off of bathroom floors and neglecting their kids and destroying their husbands and killing themselves?
You think anyone who is not in the throes of a disease would consciously do that to themselves?
Is that what you think?
Jake.
What?
Are you okay?
Do you want to talk?
No.
You think it'd be all right if, uh...
Yeah, yeah, there's lots of us in there.
I guess I hit a nerve.
Yeah, well...
There's a lot of those flying around today.
Kinda hard to avoid.
We should probably get back in there.
Do we have to? "
You are someone's child, Amelia.
That's all I keep thinking."
"I don't care how old you are, you are always someone's child. "
I work with kids all day.
I see that love.
I have to give news to parents every day"... "
Leukemia, cancer, kids with diseases..."
Give me my drugs.
I want my drugs.
Give me my drugs.
I want my drugs.
Give me my drugs. "
Kids with diseases..."
What do we want?
Drugs. "
There's no worse news."
When do we want 'em?
Now.
What do we want?
Drugs. "
It's killing me to see what this disease is doing to you.
When do we want 'em?
Now.
What do we want?
Drugs. "
There are things that you could do to treat your disease"...
When do we want 'em?
Now. "
And get your life back"...
What do we want?
Drugs. "
And you're not doing them."
When do we want 'em?
Now. "
You owe it to the people who love you to try to get well.
What do we want?
Drugs.
When do we want 'em?
Now.
You at least have to try, because you are someone's kid and because you're my friend.
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
What do we want?
Drugs!
When do we want 'em?
Now!
Thank you, ladies and gentlemen!
My next show will be in five minutes!
Addison, where are you going?
What does she want?
Drugs.
When does she want them?
Now.
We agreed that we wouldn't.
I didn't.
I didn't agree.
Addison...
That...
that thing in there?
That used to be a person, okay?
And she was sweet and she was funny, and I took her to get her ears pierced, and I-I-I-I did her hair for her for prom, and I told her all about birth control when she didn't know who to ask, and we were sisters, you know?
We were closer than sisters.
Now she's...
That used to be Amelia Shepherd.
That used to be someone that I love, and I want her back.
And if it means me giving her some oxy so she can shut up and listen, so she doesn't get on that elevator?
Great.
Fine.
I'll be her drug dealer.
I just want her back.
Where are you going?
To get the keys to the drug dispensary.
Outta my way, Sam.
You have a tough life?
Everybody's life is tough.
Life comes with pain.
Sometimes that pain is unthinkable, but that...
that's no excuse to throw it away like this.
Everybody here has been through hell and back...
Pete, Violet, Charlotte.
We're not using.
I swear to God, Sam...
Shut up!
You want to stop being a drug ad...
you...
This is how you stop being a drug addict.
Stop using drugs!
Grow up!
Take some responsibility for yourself.
That's my girl.
Addie...
Gotta love that woman of yours, Sam.
Of course, we all know you can't commit, so maybe you don't gotta, but I do.
Addison...
we talked about this.
Absolutely not.
What the hell are you thinking?
She's thinking that Amelia's in trouble, and if we let her leave...
Thank you, Addison.
Oh, no.
Here.
What?
You want to do your drugs, you do 'em here, in front of all these people who care about you.
Show them who you really are.
Or don't do the drugs at all, and show them who you want to be.
It's your choice.
Ahh.
Sure as I'm sitting here, if you keep up at this, you're gonna kill someone.
You're gonna walk into some O.R., you're gonna get behind the wheel of a car...
You're gonna kill someone, Amelia.
That's where this goes.
And when you do...
When you do that, you don't come back from it.
Maybe you get sober...
But you don't come back.
You spend every day trying to be a better person, trying to save a life, trying to make it right.
But you can't give that mother back her child or that husband back his wife.
You walk and you talk and you breathe, and sometimes you even smile or laugh...
But you don't come back.
Okay, I gotta ask.
What is the point of this now?
She's so high, she can't even listen to us.
I'm listening.
What Charlotte said was very beautiful...
And real.
And I worry about that.
I do.
Just give us 30 days...
30 days to get you clean and sober...
then you can start over again.
A clean slate.
That sounds nice, but I...
I don't think I can do it.
Oh, you can.
You can.
I know you can.
We'll help you.
I'll help you.
Amelia, please.
There's a great rehab facility.
They have a bed waiting for you.
It's...
it's right near the ocean.
Will you come, too?
I'll come see you every day.
I'll...
I will.
I'll be there.
I'll be there.
Yeah, I will.
Ryan.
Oof.
Oh!
You need to go.
Sam...
No.
He's gotta go.
Leave.
Ryan and I are getting married.
Now.
Don't speak to him like that.
You realize...
you'll never get sober if you stay with him, ever.
Amelia's addiction is not Ryan's fault.
As a matter of fact, Ryan, if you want to get sober, we'll help you, too.
No, no, we won't.
Yes, we will, if that's what it takes.
No, our commitment, our concern is for Amelia.
I know, and she will do better if the person she loves is also in the program, is getting sober as well.
There's studies on this.
Sheldon, back me up.
Okay, I just think we need to discuss this before we s...
I think what Violet and Lenny said is right.
I believe we can help anyone who wants to get sober.
He didn't say he wants to get sober.
You gave him your father's watch?
Amelia.
Amelia, look at me.
It's his engagement present.
It's your father's watch.
Leave me alone.
Maybe just give her a little bit of space...
This is none of your business!
I am speaking to my sister!
I'm not your sister.
Look at this.
You took this from your mother?
Do you know how that's gonna make her feel?
Okay, let's, everyone, calm down.
What is the significance of the watch?
Nothing.
It's a watch.
Amelia.
My mom gave it to my dad for their anniversary one year.
That is not the significance.
Addison...
It's not, and you know it's not, Sam.
Amelia.
Two guys came into her father's store when she was 5 year...
Shut up!
Whoa.
You do not tell that story!
That is not your story!
He was not your dad!
He was my dad!
You shut your mouth!
Shut up, you stupid, ignorant monster bitch!
You do not tell that story.
You do not ever tell that story.
You ever tell that story to anyone...
And I will kill you with my bare hands.
Let's go.
I want to go.
Come on.
Please...
Stay.
Sheldon...
I will never love you back.
You get that, right?
It was nice to see you all.
Hope to see you all again real soon when things calm down.
We're in the back of the store.
Dad has just given me two pennies.
Two guys come in.
We can hear them talking.
But we don't pay attention until dad yells.
Shh.
Two guys shot my dad for his watch.
Your...
your friends, um...
No one's ever tried to save me like that.
No one's ever cared enough.
And I've never been around anyone like you before.
You make me want...
Your mom gave your dad this watch for their anniversary.
I want to have anniversaries with you, lots of 'em, and kids.
If we were sober, we could have kids, and a life.
We could have a life, too.
You want kids?
We'd have to be clean.
My father was a cokehead, and I won't...
I...
I can't.
We have to be clean.
Okay.
Do you want to get sober with me?
Yeah.
Let's get sober together.
This is great.
This is gonna be so great.
It is.
I can get the names of some rehab places, and we go in together and we go out together.
This is a commitment.
This is important.
Can you do this?
'Cause if you can't, we can al...
I can do it.
I can.
We should probably flush these.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Or...
One last time?
I don't...
I don't know.
Okay.
Okay, flush 'em.
One last time.
So how many kids do you want?
Three.
Two boys...
And a girl.
How about four?
Two boys, two girls...
that way, no one gets lonely.
Deal?
Deal.
You are so gorgeous.
What now?
Now you have to cut her off.
When Amelia calls, and she will call, unless she's ready for help, you don't give her a ride.
You don't give her money or a place to stay or her job back.
The only call you can respond to is Amelia calling you for help to get off drugs.
That's it.
It's up to her now.
This was a bad idea.
This is what works.
But it didn't work.
She's out on the street.
Doing God knows what.
Yeah, with Ryan.
We lost her.
No, I lost her.
I lost her.
You don't know that.
We started something for her today.
Progress was made.
You may not see it.
Sometimes it takes time.
Results aren't always immediate.
Sometimes...
an addict actually has to hit rock bottom.
Amelia snorting oxycodone off the reception desk doesn't qualify as rock bottom?
15 years, 3 months, and 4 days ago, I took my 5-year-old son to the park.
He was on the swings, having so much fun.
It was a beautiful day.
The sun was shining.
He had other kids to play with.
We had all afternoon.
He was on the swings.
He was okay.
I knew he was, 'cause I could hear him laughing as I was shooting the tenner of heroin I had on me.
I passed out.
I came to an hour or so later, and my son was gone.
They never found him.
� I don't understand Honey, that is rock bottom.
� You She called last week and invited me to come for a visit.
And she actually suggested that I-I stay in the dorm room down the hall.
Can you see it?
Me and a bunch of college freshmen doing what, beer bongs?
I told her, look, I'll come, but I'm gonna stay at the four seasons.
She misses you.
But...
I don't want you to worry, 'cause I'm taking care of her.
And I know she's yours, I know that...
She's not mine.
She has a real dad.
But...
That guy, Lily, man...
There's nothing real about him.
I miss you.
I miss you, too.
Still.
Every day.
� Well, I found you out But, you know, for the first time since you...
Since you left, I found some people that, um...
Well, I got a job that...
I like it.
I like these people.
I like this job.
I'm less...
I feel less alone.
� Someone to love you I hope you're not alone, baby.
I hope that, uh...
� Someone to love you I hope you found some peace.
� When you look at me I remember that...
Whenever you were trying to get clean, you...
You used to eat crullers...
a lot of crullers.
� Well, I found you out � discovered your secrets I hope you're clean, baby.
� Oh, honey � it ain't a sin I brought you some crullers.
� You � Need someone to love you � you need someone to hold you � tonight Ryan.
� Love you Ryan?
Ryan?
� Oh, someone to love you Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
� Yeah Ryan!
Ma'am, do you know where you are?
Can you give me your name?
� ...Help to be Four kids.
Two boys, two girls.
You can't die, because we're getting clean and we're having a family.
Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan?
Ryan?
� Ooh Ryan!
Ryan!
Ryan!
� But you � you need someone to love you Don't touch him!
We're getting married.
We're getting married.
Two guys shot my dad for his watch.
I've never told anyone that before.
� Someone to love you � someone to love you Ma'am, is there anyone you want me to call?
� Someone to love you Call Dr.
Addison Forbes Montgomery.
Tell her I said I'm ready to go to rehab.
I know you're scared.
But it's just 50 days.
It's the best thing for you.
I'm Amelia Shepherd.
I'm checking in.
Amelia's mom, she's as good as it gets.
She is as good as a mother gets.
And it's hard to fathom that you can do everything right, and you still can't control what happens to your kid.
They could still end up in staggering amount of pain, in rehab, fighting for their life.
It's just hard to wrap your head around when you think you might be pregnant.
Your recovery experience...
Is our top priority.
We provide a positive and a nurturing environment as you embark on your addiction treatment.
You'll start in the detox wing, and then we'll move you to a regular room, and you'll be assigned a therapist separate from group therapy, which means every afternoon.
Amelia?
Amelia.
Amelia, can you hear me?
It's gonna get worse before it gets better.
But I swear, it gets better.
Okay?
And if you're hiding any other drugs, now would be a good time to hand them over.
They're gonna find them anyway when you hit the detox bed.
The man